We got these new copper kettles into the shop and I hesitated to keep one for myself. Did I need a new kettle? No. Should I have saved the small amount of them that we got in for customers? Probably. Would I potentially lose sleep over the thought of not bringing one home, knowing that there's a chance I wouldn't be able to get any more of them for the store, and chronic poor sleep is unhealthy? Totally. And that folks, is how you justify unorthodox self-care.